Back to my 3rd post. Ive tried to make up for what happened between me and my friend. Me, setting aside all the feelings that I felt for the last 3 months, tried to make things better and befriend again. But Ive tried every possible ways that I could and it seems like she’s trying to ignore me. She hates me that much huh? I thought.
But, I tried to think positively (since that’s what I learned also for the past 3 months of hell n its my new mantra) by trying to reach out for her again and again..and I even apologized…but still, she remained silence and says nothing.
Yes… now I get it. Actually, these are the things that I want to say to my bf, the unspeakable feelings that I have for her right now.
“Dear friend..dear my good friend, So, Im going to stay away, as it seems like that’s what you want me to do.I just hope that u r happy with what u r right now and continue to be happy and regrets would never come to you. As I’ve seen you in one and it’s not good. For me, remorse is what i feel right now, for loosing something that’s very dearly to me for so long as u used to play a big part in my life and u still are, until yesterday. Thank you.”
Your friend of 11 years.